Thursday, November 15, 2012

Rush


An occurrence is slow,
painful, rare.
Staid
like a bridge construction on sea.
Hot
like leather on a sunny day.
Fast sometimes
like two drunks fucking
and as such,
all consuming.
The pain steadies then
numbs.
The rarity is emboldening then
starched.
Until one goes limp.
It is then cold; like
water
rushing over rocks
onto a fevered body.
A pack of Marlboros
lies out in the sun.
Fevered body’s
last solace.
Ashes exhume,
orange suffuses
Ecstasy.
Nothing exists,
life is stubbed out.
Death ends.
The occurrence reprises.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

एक उम्मीद


    It was a quiet evening. The roads were deserted. No lights in the houses. Reshma knew it wasn’t safe to be out so late but her work mandated the stealth that only the night could provide. She walked to the place decided upon and waited. Any minute now. She’d broached the idea to her friend. He thought it was a bit too extreme but helped her anyway. She looked at her watch. It was time. She pulled out a package. Placed it down. Then pulled out a gun and aimed.

    Chickoo liked to look at the empty road from her bedroom window every night before bed. It looked like a giant worm with streetlights for eyes. Tonight the road wasn’t empty. She could see someone, a girl, walking on it.  She went and stood near a lamp post under her house. The light illuminated Reshma didi’s face. She waved but didi didn’t see her; she was busy removing something shiny from her purse. Chickoo wasn’t sure what she saw next. She wasn’t sure if she should’ve woken up ma. So she just went to sleep.

    Suchitra hurried in the kitchen. She had woken up late. She still had to make Jaideep’s breakfast and wake Chickoo up for school. Reshma still hadn’t arrived with the eggs. She cursed the day she hired her. Never helped around the house but always audaciously asking for a raise. Suchitra just knew there was something shady about her but she couldn’t let her go. You try finding another maid in this dastardly city! Eggs! Damn!!  Suchitra picked up her purse and stepped out to get the eggs herself.

मेमसाब,
अब्बू की ज़मीन कर्जे में थी। अम्मी बीमार। खाने को कुछ नहीं था। मैं पेट से हूँ। साहब को मत बताना। वो दिन हम दोनों से गलती हो गयी थी। माफ़ी। सलीम से बन्दूक ली और अम्मी अब्बू को मुसीबत से निजाद दी। मुझे भी निजाद मिल जाएगी तो अच्छा लगेगा। आगे अल्लाह की मर्ज़ी। चीकू को मेरा प्यार देना। आपके अंडे देहलीज़ पर रखे हैं। एक दर्जन। छुट्टे पैसे अन्डो के नीचे हैं। खुदाहाफिज़।

 आपकी,
रेशमा 

    Suchitra read the letter five times after she looked at Reshma’s bloodied body. Five times before Chickoo woke up to her mother’s screams. 

Friday, May 20, 2011

subterranean mist


so a man walks into this bar.... no no no... scratch that. a girl walks into an underground club. she's young. 19. exploring avenues. it’s her first time in a place like this. its new. scary. scarier than a normal club. better. all sorts of people here. in feathers, in robes, in neon, in black, in leather, in spandex, in really hot sweaters, in things where certain body parts get chilly. Xerxes' Other Harem. that's the name of this extraordinary place. people say forbidden things happen here. things which set you free. the place where Hedon himself roams happy. scarves... yeah... pretty forbidden. no time for personal idiosyncrasies. a lot of leather here. miss 19 comes in here wanting exactly that. a little variation. not fun though. that was out of her agenda. overrated shit, happiness and love. it took her years, but she came up with the most apt definition for what she thought love was. to love, she felt was to trust. and to trust was to sign a don't ask, don't tell agreement ridden with perpetual, incessant and disappointing curiosity. she just wanted a good feeling. something to alleviate her frustration with all the shit that was going on in her life. dealing with her new identity, trying so hard not to hit the downward spiral. tonight though. she caved. convinced herself that if she did this, things wouldn't seem so fucked up. rest assured this was her last resort (this is for those lousy hypocritical half ass bastards who think what could a 19 year old possibly have to worry about that would make her take such drastic measures. and if you are one of those lame ass idiots stop reading right now). crying, entering copious amounts of "dear diary", even went emo for a while, cutting, blood, the works. drinking, smoking... wow, i she could really use a smoke right now. the cool menthol lifting your innards to a lighter universe and make everything, momentarily, seem okay. but i digress. the point is, she was at the edge of the rope,  at the end of her tether, at the... think of some good metaphor, will you. i'm tired and sleep deprived. she decides to do it alone. many who know her know about her situation, none care. not their fault, such level of comprehension was beyond them but somehow, for that very same reason, she was more fucked up than any of them. coffee used to be her reprieve. she gave it up because she had nightmares. 3 days and still going strong. not that strong, though; Xerxes wouldn't have a new customer otherwise. she saw things there. not that she didn't expect to, just that having a grotto inside a basement club was strange, even for this place. and a guy slowly OD-ing himself on chameleon blood isn't quite what she had in mind either. ooh... a guy just shot himself... cool?  this night really was turning out be the stuff. she spots a target. all units converge. "hi, i'm miss 19. you are..?" "seriously screwed up, so fuck off!" and the target retreats. two tries later, same shit. brilliant morale boost for miss 19. she knows it. this is the edge of her rope, the end of her tether, (insert your awesome metaphor here). shit. an underworld of all things unsaid. a place which bound you in worse. a place where no matter how fucked up you are, people still need you for their daily fix. and yet. and yet... a little 19 year old bisexual doesn't get acceptance. satan rejects stalin.
an unusual number of people are wearing scarves tonight. still no wind in the grotto. at Xerxes' Other Harem, Hedon lives.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

a sudden revelation at 5 am on a thursday night.


Funny thing, life... things change, but no one sees it. One suddenly goes from listening black metal to 80s French and American house music. From hating one piece of electronic equipment to absolutely adoring it the next day. From wanting everything money could buy when one is 16 to being mildly bemused by the uselessness of it all when one is 20 while watching a 28 year old obsessing over the very same things. From wanting nothing but to study one’s whole life, dedicating it to academic research to just wanting to earn enough money to make a living for others. From having to worry about one’s emotional problems to becoming so detached that the not-worrying becomes a cause for concern.... but only slightly. From yearning Death to escape it all to planning a well caliberated end to a structureless life.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Blades

Shift,
I hit a block.
Love,
Schizophrenic insomnia.
Mist,
The sad moon's heartfelt elucidation.
Silver,
Teeth, in the paling crimson sky.
Cross,
Mere love craves anarchy.
Heart,
The nib drips slowly... wholly.
Cobwebs,
Restoration of the subterranean progeny.
White,
The lady with the rock clears the bed.
Rum,
Divinity freed in my own backyard.
Destiny,
Caused efforts are no longer jealous.
Gloom,
Wake up, dear chrysanthemum.
Evening,
Confessions of a lustful proclamation.
Blood,
The pleasure of broken glass.
Rain,
A liminal mind enabled.
Death,
A warm winter's night.
Life,
A flimsy cover for sheer beauty.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Performance Anxiety

No one wants it to happen, you know. No one thinks it to be possible, until it does. Writing all that shit about how you feel or what you want to do or talking to a friend doesn’t matter.
Any normal day, or night... lets pick night... I like that time. So... any night you are in your bed, but somehow you think it’s getting colder. So you move out to the living room and lie down. All the while, you smile constantly. You think what the note will say, what will happen in the morning. Then you sit up. That sugar from the midnight snack kicks in. Boy... smiling never felt so good. You lie down again and try to sleep... you know... so that people would say that you have a smile on when you sleep. But it’s the couch and your back acts up.
The smile won’t wear. Fucking sugar. Then you go pee, come back and watch a movie on your iPod. Now your eyes hurt cuz you had to turn the brightness down to minimum (to save battery stupid! How would you like it if your movie stopped at the turning point because of low battery, huh?) which strained your eyes.
The smile stays. You start thinking, what if I was a psychotic killer? This would be a cool look J. So then you sit up and look outside the window, smile at the shadows cast.
The smile gets worseL. Now every few minutes you chuckle. Can’t go louder than that. Parents are sleeping in the bedroom. Oh yeah... one of the reasons why you left was because of the congestion on the bed. Really annoying when you can’t move about while sleeping! You think shit, you know... in the night. When somewhere... something falls, your heart beats faster. Just for some time, cuz then you realise that nothing can happen to you when some lady in the neighbourhood turns in bed and her bangles jingle. Hey... I love the Bangles! I mean what a band!! Eternal Flame might just be the most awesome romantic song ever!! :D
Anyway... then you realise how quite it is and about everything you could do... you know... watch TV, work or play on the computer, read... but of course, you don’t end up doing anything like that. Lazy fucking arse.
You don’t understand what the smile is still doing on your face. Maybe you are “feeling” happy... but you don’t “think” so, do you my little rationaliser?! So then you think some more and your rational mind tells you what to do. You have to go sleep; you have to get up in three hours.
Ah... another chuckle... I was beginning to miss those. So then you lie down. Good... that’s a start. You try masturbating, but you realise you’re dry. Guess you aren’t so happy after all, huh?
So now you really don’t know what to do. You contemplate on having a lot of coffee and staying up through the day, but decide against it. Rationally, of course. ;)
Ooh... the chuckle againJ. Louder thins time. Then you......... I don’t know what you do anymore. Maybe you could write the night’s events down. That’s an idea, right? Hone your writing skills? Nah... fuck it. Lethargy still prevails :P. You drink water. Got up to get it and everything.
Ahhh... as long as you are up... why not? You’ve got nothing else to do anyway. So you decide to do it. It wouldn’t be rational, you think. But just this once, you also think that this is as good a time as any for a bit of spontaneity... so you do it!! J Smile still there... two continuous chuckles, whoa! :P Your neck is poised... stiff I’d say. Guess its performance anxiety, eh? ;) Nothing to worry about though. The blade wasn’t so cold anyway.

Friday, July 23, 2010

The hinterland summons,
The last instrument torn
Roam the earth freely, comrade.
Shadows shall be left to mourn.

Bring in the mice.
Let the black feast begin.
The crows stand by the edge,
Shadows don’t scare them.

The white priestess ascends
Grave fervor
A scarlet toast…
To Death, my lover.

The reaper approaches,
Beckoning the era of dread.
Night descends.
The shadows have fled.

The commemorations of the day
Are far worse than the weaknesses of night.
Moon. You cloak all revelry,
You hide.

Thou hatcheth into the sweetest sunlight
Of thy morning glory.
To thy lore, we march.
Breathtaking silver, we bow.

Material Mortality (Working Title)

Another riot missed. Every city I went to, I would reach just as the final dirge began. Another city. I steel myself for another disappointment. This time she comes with me. A lucky charm perhaps.Scouring the sensitive areas, dejection starts to creep in again. Then. Gunshots are heard. Something heavy and wet falls by my side. My lucky charm has struck me gold. I take out my rapier and get to work.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Mercy to the Nightmare

He runs. The shadow of death lingers


A slight shiver
The glimpse of beauty


Mortal attempt
To talk to thee


Thou alluded me in past
Still thou allude me


Via clouds of Death*
The conversation begins


The first wisps
Sweet pain… joy


A gruesome turn
Look to my left child
The scarlet’s in the urn


Shadows beckon
Grave-l path


Restoration promise
The blind floundered


The path advances
Vengeance encountered


The blade strikes
Lustful complacency


Doomed resplendence
Thou bleed beauty


A maiden smiles
Silver slits the dark
Stolen pleasures end sublime


A howl, a cry
What childhood reverie!



I capture thee
I capture eternity


Almost crossed
The robes slither


A soul rises
The heart withers


A kindred dream
Yearning a mundane road


But the Persian sings
Listen now…
The hymn of the White Sword


I bow to your spotted perfection
I follow you … my moon


Thou art hallowed

 
*The phrase “via Death” was used by my literature teacher, Prof. June Dias, on 19th December 2009 in one of our literature lectures. Her prior permission has been taken to use it in this poem.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Sedate Reconciliation

It happened again.
The quest for reason
Futility

Really,
The chains were too tight now
Rust
Foster-child
Damn!

Constant sitting
No grass
When, if ever
Speed. Oh the speed.

Linen,
Muddled memories
Why not?
No more.

Taste it
Addiction is key
Now the door opens.

White peacocks
Poets
Wicked ice

Cheer comes
The scythe of pleasure
Cherries

A conversation
Pure passion
Paper against paper
Sweet inked kiss

The bus arrives
Love
One stop only
Melancholia

The stone never turns
Let it go
Throw

Rampant dreams
Wood angles
Music sounds
The scissor listens

The rose cries
Caffeine
Restoration
Bloom

Ramifications underway
The apple is presented
Fascist mud
The cards fall

June’s glory
Snow
Minuscule black
Bones

Selling trees
Mystery lives
Mercenary
The fig tree

Repose comes.
Pardon reprieve
The mind still recalls,
Speed. Oh the speed.

Monday, December 21, 2009

All In Vein

The hand was like a conductor’s baton. Blood flowed like notes. Only sweeter. Much much sweeter.

They slithered below. Demanding crimson. The hand reminisced. Silent capitulation

Hunger prevailed despite. Pain. Lathered and warm.

A terminal endeavour. The last genuflection. A steadily throbbing palm.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

When All Chains Are Lost

To most people anything black is grave. Its represents misfortune, ill-being and eventually Death. Over time, through this superstition, everything black or even remotely dark came to be considered a bad omen. Persian cats, ravens, black clothes (ever wondered why we wear only those to funerals?) and even something as beautiful and divine as the night. Most people forget that black is derived from the mixture of all possible colours in the world, whereas white, the symbol of purity and goodness is the absence of any colour at all, a void. Every argument taken up on the lines of the absurd reasoning this superstition follows ends up with the same conclusion every single time. Black represents Death. Even if we were to consider the whole concept of a colour representing a particular thing or emotion (which again is illogical! Why exactly do you need a colour to represent your feelings, let alone your end is beyond me. If you have to express something, you say what you are feeling not what colour it is that you’re feeling!), black still wouldn’t fit the bill. Allow me to explain, red represents anger, yellow represents happiness, purple represents melancholy and so on. When a person dies, the most prevailing feeling (unless that person was Stalin) is sadness. Now if we were to follow the “colour representing feeling” theory, sadness is usually represented by blue. So essentially, Death should be represented by the colour blue, right? It’s too late to change these notions now. Most people experience limitless fear and anxiety from the colour itself. By the time they reach the part where they can get scared of what the colour represents, they have either reached a state of heightened paranoia or have sought refuge in their mind’s little cookie-and-milk land where nothing’s black, not even night.
They say life is all about conquering your fears. Then why not start with the biggest one? If people were to think about Death even for a moment, spare a few minutes to decipher why they are so immensely afraid, they might realise that it is not a frightening concept at all. Death is nothing except ceasing to exist in the same space-time continuum as ours. If they are troubled about all the things that they are going to miss after they are gone, well… they are dead anyway. What does it matter what they miss? Presuming that after Death a person ceases to see, feel, smell, taste, hear and everything else that a human body is capable of experiencing, then what is entire hubbub about? Your emotions won’t exist either, hence you won’t experience fear, sadness, longing, anxiety, angst, misery or any other feelings that we associate with Death. Sure you will deal with a lot of pain at first, but that would be the final bout of pain you’ll ever experience. If you think you’ll regret that pain was the last thing you felt, you won’t. If you are incapable of feeling anything at all after your Death, then that bout of pain would be the last thing you would ever feel because you were alive when you felt it. You wouldn’t remember anything you felt after it; indeed you wouldn’t remember anything before it as well, since your memory shall forever be erased. In any case, what use would it be, if you can’t express your emotion-filled reactions to the incidents lodged in your memory? If you were to think on this line of reasoning, that Death allows you to feel nothing at all; no pain, no sadness, no misery, no happiness, no pleasure, nothing; then isn’t Death in effect better than life? You might invite immeasurable pity from others for thinking this way. However, pity is an emotion, which (as mentioned earlier) will not exist after Death.
On the other hand, there might be a potential flaw in this theory. People. Not the ones who die, but the ones close to them. They would feel miserable when someone they love dies as they would not have that person in their lives anymore. However, if they would be a little less self-centred and not think about the repercussions that the person’s Death would have on their lives but instead think about how the dead person is finally, in the true sense of the term, free; they wouldn’t feel so ‘sad’.
The chronic aversion to Death that people suffer from can get quite frustrating to anyone who thinks like I do. In the end, you feel like all people should die, just to get the whole thing done and over with. Nevertheless, after the frustration mildly subsides and slightly more humane emotions take over, you feel that instead of killing everyone, it would be best if you were to die. Then realisation dawns; anyway you look at it, Death will always be the answer to life. The ultimate answer to the eternal question.Now, if only I could tell this to the rest of the world without being ostracized by the entire human race for being the spawn of Satan.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The Procession

Bird, cat, beast
The path lines.
Engulfed
And luna shines.

Dandelions, chrysanthemums, petunias, posies
Hack, chop, sift and clear
Its understood now
The glinting silver is near

Black and scarlet
Earth and rose
The wreath of verve
Enters ritual close

Drops of water
The underneath beckons
Tears red amalgam
The beat quickens

On head it looms
In heart it treads
Slowly... stealthily
The blade tears to shreds

The name he knows
In hood, the curse
The staff leads
Ahead... the kindred hearse


The rose bleeds.
Vehemence...
The cross turns,
Silence.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

WHEN DARKNESS SUMMONS...

There’s something in the other room,
Gory details should be left alone.

All white, all the time,
No black, no gray
Mass expanse,
Spot the crime.

Love dies,
It’s imperative to know
The python was aware
He lied.

Place the lives in a line,
Call the offspring
Its supper time,
It’s still warm.


A moan’s heard,
Not too loud,
Enough now
Here’s the shroud.

The beads lay scattered
With a pale glow
Which will shine
When your tears glow.

The blaze ends
Your life doesn’t
You can go,
When darkness summons...

Sunday, August 16, 2009

The Jest of the Fire-Child

You see things in the dark. Things which would never survive the blatancy the daylight proffers unto its inhabitants. The sparrow lurking deep within its nest, watching the owl tearing down the entrails of her supper. The vulture fervently hoping that some of those entrails fall on the ground below so that his breakfast is taken care of. The raven, resting her tired wings after a day of spreading despair over the ridiculously sunlit world. The dog, howling in agony which Lucifer afflicts on him with gleeful malevolence. The cat, poised gracefully behind the Light Bearer, enticing the dog to invoke his predatory instincts. The parrot, witnessing everything with noiseless, infinite fear. The robber shadowing an innocuous little girl, malice dripping from his every step, the glint of a blade only just visible under his trench coat. The nozzle of the spray only just visible above her handbag, her features marred with a mirthless smile that revealed her razor-sharp teeth. Their paths cross with that of the Luciferian retinue and the parrot’s eyes widen. The final colour in his eyes before they close was scarlet.
The hours of darkness are almost at an end now. The Moon has been a mute spectator to all the proceedings of the night. She was being watched too. By a mortal, so immensely in love with Her that every full moon night he would linger on for the entire span without moving a muscle, pining to acquire one untainted glimpse of his beloved. To witness Her in all Her splendid glory. Just once. It was not to be. The Master of Fire was prowling beneath the mortal’s window, wafting flaring clouds to thwart his sight.
The son of Light gave way to his father and the Sun rose. The mortal, whose face still exhibited his fragmentary love was overtaken by slumber just as the epicentre of all his heart’s yearnings searched for him with tear-filled eyes, all the while cursing the Devil from the unfathomable depth of Her virgin heart. All futile. She bowed down to the Sun and scarpered. The Sun laughed with cruel delight as He saw Her running away leaving a trail of tears behind. For He knew and so did She, that in His naked radiance alone could a lifeling behold the Moon in Her true majesty.

Friday, August 14, 2009

LUCIFER'S CAVE

She rose like the mist from the stars,
A shadow in the great nebula.
Up she flew, robes billowing beneath her dusky feet,
Her hair, ethereal as it eclipsed the moon,
Her presence radiating like the beacon of Minerva;
Illuminating the very fabric which wove the entire universe together
On and on she advanced, wearing a smile that calmed all.

Down below, a beast lingered,
Bearing an abhorring guise,
That of a terrifying fiend,
Repugnant with the malice that manifested itself on his demonic countenance.
Lacking valour to face the luminescent splendour above,
He rose slowly, menacingly

When enough pluck was accrued,
He zoomed towards the shining glory
Halting across from her, his eyes unwavering.
Discharging orbs of fire
With colossal intensity unknown to any soul or spirit.

She watched the mischievous sprite rise up beneath her,
As though dealing with an impertinent child,
Bemusement broadened her smile
He rose to her level,
She was proud of her son,
Though dismayed by his preferences.

Then the spheres came,
Profoundly sad, she spread her wings, raised her hands
With deafening thunder came the rain,
Smothering every solitary globule of flame into the depths of the land.

He was almost there,
A few more rounds and all was done
Still smiling, opening her arms to take him back
Foolish woman!
He wouldn’t come
Not again inside the enemy’s snare

The thunder shrieked, the wind bellowed
The rain was rapid
His fire transformed into a sedated glow.

Down and down he plummeted
Into an endless abyss;
He knew his end was near
Courage left him yet again.
His mother’s beaming resplendence alone;
Could now grant him reprieve.


She looked down
As her boy plunged deeper into Lucifer’s cave
Tears replaced her smile and mingled with the rain.
Rife with all that he had left behind;
His deeds,
His transgression,
His sins,
His shame.

THE DIALECT OF SILENCE

It was quiet. She was hesitant. Her bearing slow, with marked reluctance. Of course, the muddled path to the grotto would shed some light on her gait, but her face told quite another story. As she made her way past the dense forest, filled with elms and birches which lined either side of a poor excuse for a path, her breathing shortened. She needed some place quiet, some place for a slight repose, before she returned to the enormously frantic and raucous life she so grudgingly led. Indeed, she had just escaped from a boisterous party when she had come scurrying down her back door to the forest ahead. She never understood why she bothered about hiding these little trips from people; they hardly ever noticed her absence. Sometimes she wondered if anyone would care were she to disappear forever. Solitude being the only companion through her childhood, she doubted whether she would need anyone in her adult life. She quite liked the quietness the forest provided her. It filled her with the deep sense of tranquillity and solace that she so direly needed in her life. After what seemed like aeons to her, she arrived at the cavern she had discovered, on a similar night, when she was ten. She went in and lied down. From a minuscule hole in the ceiling she saw the stars pass the world by. Their sheer magnitude made her feel that she was the smallest being in existence. She loved it. Being invisible meant she couldn’t be seen, couldn’t be heard or even talked to. The world would be a quiet place. She was calm again and had mustered enough grit to face the deafening world again. She left the grotto and made her way back along the path. All of a sudden, a strong wind blew and the leaves ruffled. She stopped in her tracks. Realisation hit her too hard and she fell on her knees.
It would never be quiet, the trees talked.

FUTURE THUNDER

Rest your eyes little one,
Rest while you can.
Make merry, encounter bliss.
Live your own life, my love.

These weary eyes have seen more than they recollect.
Reds, blues, greens,
Moons, stars, stripes,
Men, boys and marines.

They all have passed.
All but me,
Come for me, O Reaper...
Take my soul, for it no longer belongs to me.

The night is still dark,
Won’t be long before the day is too.
Take me before that sight comes,
My crumbling eyes can no longer handle the truth.

Don’t be afraid, my love... never fumble.
Scythe in hand the Reaper comes for me.
I must go now...
But hark well when the clouds rumble.

BAPTISM BY FIRE

Your exile has ended
My chariot of fire awaits you.
The ninth gate has opened;
Let the pentacle embrace you.

Come down my child,
Come to your father.
Come see what you have inherited.
It’s your turn to rule Hell and master Fire.

Pride, Lust, Wrath, Envy,
Greed, Abomination, Sloth and Gluttony.
All are your servants now
Use them wisely my son
Make your old man proud.

Fight the Good
Never cease.
Vanquish the “Almighty”
Let the Evil live.

The time has come
My knell is yours.
With great pride I bequeath my title-
I’m at your mercy Satan, my Lord!

DRY EYES

Tears welled up in her eyes,
They couldn’t fall down,
She... wouldn’t let them.
A dam built in her eyes...
A dam which failed open even in the direst of circumstances...
Oh and what dire circumstances she had faced!
One such circumstance came by,
As wonted as she was, she refused to shed tears.
Her virtuous patience had suddenly mutated into the gruesome face of an ugly vice,
Scavenging on everything sad.
She couldn’t bear the reproach,
The savage tear filled eyes silently asking:
“Have you no heart?”
She silently trying to explain
Another flood came by,
Another failed attempt.
Suddenly the dam in her eyes developed a leak...
Seconds later another appeared!
It was as if Poseidon Himself came down upon her,
The dam broke.
She fell, her patience fell.
Reproach turned into acceptance
Anger into pity,
Ignorance into false knowledge.
Open-armed they welcomed her,
She was one of them now!