Funny thing, life... things change, but no one sees it. One suddenly goes from listening black metal to 80s French and American house music. From hating one piece of electronic equipment to absolutely adoring it the next day. From wanting everything money could buy when one is 16 to being mildly bemused by the uselessness of it all when one is 20 while watching a 28 year old obsessing over the very same things. From wanting nothing but to study one’s whole life, dedicating it to academic research to just wanting to earn enough money to make a living for others. From having to worry about one’s emotional problems to becoming so detached that the not-worrying becomes a cause for concern.... but only slightly. From yearning Death to escape it all to planning a well caliberated end to a structureless life.
No comments:
Post a Comment